If I wrote it i'm devoted if you haven't noticed
Young boy driving but the whip was stolen
Victim to the moment but his heart was golden
Couldn't pay attention cuz he cant afford it.
Kept it buzzing like a light year
I saw my dreams through a nightmare
These demons never fight fair
Understood the game plan quite clear
I can see the vision but nowadays shit is so elusive
Who the truest, you couldn't do this I make maneuvers
Are you stupid ? I kept it moving like call the movers
I got it buzzin to be something I had to do it.

Hook
I aint even mean that, sorry if you seen that, i've just been somebody else.
Its hard to find some me time, promise that ill be fine looking for my inner self.
But I did what I did, and I am who I am, and that never gon change
And I say what I live and live what I say but we still stuck up in a game

Verse 2

Since a youngin, I got it buzzin fresh out the oven
Smoking shisha out in Paris with my arab cousins
Teachers tryna speak but I ain't hearing nothing
Maybe a lack of loving ? Or a lost connection
Stuck at a intersection with colors of my complexion
Better cherish all your imperfections
I know a lot of people running from they own reflection
I just felt it then I wrote it, In a garden full of roses
Overlooking the ocean, with these words I never told em
That magically turned to poems, then drawn in illustration
The one thing I know about the game it's all patients
Places are not spacious, only a few make it
Believe it if you say it, believe it if you write
These words got me buzzin and homie I can't fight it
The struggle to stay quite


Hook
I aint even mean that, sorry if you seen that, i've just been somebody else.
Its hard to find some me time, promise that ill be fine lookin for my inner self.
But I did what I did, and I am who I am, and that never gon change
And I say what I live and live what I say but we still stuck up in a game

Outro
I just want to live my life the way its meant to be
Searching for euphoria, a state of exscay
I remember when I lost my mind cuz thats what set me free
The studio was always blue and it took sometime to see.